| May. 8th, 2008 @ 02:42 am soooooo |
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Current Location: mi casa
Current Mood:  nostalgic
Current Music: hey baby~dj otzi
i went to cancun a couple weeks back with my bff jenine
it. was. awesome!!!
we met so many people from around the world
i got so many stories to tell but its somethin i'd rather talk about in person so i can be all animated about them =p
what else i do?
broke up with timmy
i couldn't deal with the controlling, needy, possessive crap
"call me every day at least 3 times at 1215 4 15 an 630 an 930 (my bad so it was 4)"
in cancun, he expected me to continue doin this even tho i told him i can't afford to talk to him because my calls would be roamin an i was only suppose to talk in an emergency, so what does he do
leaves me like a million messages an pages me, i got mad told him not to call me while i was there an that i would try an call at one point with a phone card but i honestly shouldn't of, it was a waste of money cause i already knew i was gonna break up with him
this kid wasted so many of my minutes, i hope i didnt go over this month...
dont get me wrong, the kids cool an all, as a friend, but prolly not the best idea to get involved with someone like that, i wont go into why, but i think i made the smart choice in tha end
also i dunno, maybe i'm insensitive or whatever the right word is, but if i've only been datin you for a week...no less than that, but been talkin to you for a lil under 2 weeks, who the fuck are you to tell me not to do anything crazy in cancun, or to hook up with people i happen to meet or not to get drunk, fuck it was all inclusive! you actually expect me not to take advantage of that when everybody else was already trashed by 10am??? ~not me btw as i was not awake til then =p~ but fuck, to be told what i can or cant do by someone who's younger than me an hardly knows anything about me??? also i think he may have just been a rebound, i warned him tho, but guys always wanna have their fuckin way...dumbasses
me?
i make a bad significant other
i like my freedom too much, hate bein told what to do, an honestly when i do give a crap an put the other person first, it kinda gets thrown in my face
i do love bein in a relationship tho, maybe its the security...
i think i'm happiest when datin different guys or bein in an open relationship
cause then i have my options open but still have someone there
but then again thats what friends are for, right!?
im such a guy =p
anything else...ah yes
oliver capone, i fuckin love you!
fuckin ass, i don't care who knows but why the fuck can't i get over you?
man i miss you
i wanna see you so bad no matter how awkward it'll be, which it will =p
i miss a lot of people
you are most likely included in that list
this was the main song of our trip, we alllllllll sang an danced to it the whole time =p |
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